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Thursday, May 6th, 2010

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    2:33a
    We'd become companions, even confidantes during...
    We'd become companions, even confidantes during our past weeks together–ever since
    the Seeker had united us against a common enemyIn the desert, with Kyle's knife over my
    head, I'd been glad that if Ihad to die I would not be the one to kill Melanie; even then, she was
    more than a body to meBut now it seemed like something beyond thatI regretted causing her
    pain
    It was necessary, though, and she didn't seem to grasp thatAny word we said wrong, any
    poorly considered action would mean a quick executionHer reactions were too wild and
    emotionalShe would get us into trouble
    You have to trust me now,I told her'm just trying to keep us aliveI know you don't want to
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    But it's Jamie,she whisperedShe yearned for the boy with an emotion so strong that it
    weakened my knees again
    I tried to look at him impartially–this sullen-faced teenager slumped against the tunnel wall
    with his arms folded tightly across his chestI tried to see him as a stranger and plan my
    response, or lack of response, accordinglyI tried, but I failedHe was Jamie, he was beautiful,
    and my arms–mine, not Melanie's–longed to hold himTears filled my eyes and trickled down
    my faceI could only hope they were invisible in the dim light
    “Jeb,” Jamie said–a gruff greetingHis eyes passed swiftly over me and away
    His voice was so deep! Could he really be so old? I realized with a double pang chanel leather bag of guilt that I'd
    just missed his fourteenth birthdayMelanie showed me the day, and I saw that it was the same
    day as the first dream with JamieShe'd struggled so hard all through the waking hours to keep
    her pain to herself, to cloud her memories in order to protect the boy, that he'd come out in her
    dreamAnd I'd e-mailed the Seeker
    I shuddered now in disbelief that I'd ever been so callous
    “Whatcha doing here, kid?” Jeb demanded
    “Why didn't you tell me?” Jamie demanded back
    “Was that Jared's idea?” Jamie pressedWhat good does that do you, eh? We only wanted to –”
    “To protect me?” he interrupted, surly
    When did he get so bitter? Was it my fault? Of course it was
    Melanie began sobbing in my gucci watches for women headIt was distracting, loud–it made Jeb and Jamie's voices
    sound farther awaySo you don't need protectingWhat do you want?”
    This quick capitulation seemed to throw Jamie offHis eyes darted between Jeb's face and mine
    while he struggled to come up with a request
    “I–I want to talk with her… with it,” he finally saidHis voice was higher when he was unsure
    “She doesn't say much,” Jeb told him, “but you're welcome to try, kid
    Jeb pried my fingers off his armWhen he was free, he turned his back to the nearest wall,
    leaning into it as he eased himself to the floorHe settled in there, fidgeting until he found a
    comfortable positionThe gun stayed balanced in the cradle of his lapJeb's head lolled black chanel quilted bag celeb back
    against the wall, and his eyes closedIn seconds, he looked like he was asleep
    I stood where he'd left me, trying to keep my eyes off Jamie's face and failing
    Jamie was surprised again by Jeb's easy acquiescenceHe watched the old man recline on the
    floor with wide eyes that made him look youngerAfter a few minutes of perfect stillness from
    Jeb, Jamie looked back up at me, and his eyes tightened
    The way he stared at me–angry, trying hard to be brave and grown-up, but also showing the
    fear and pain so clearly in his dark eyes–had Melanie sobbing louder and my knees shaking
    Rather than take a chance with another collapse, I moved slowly to the tunnel wall across from
    Jeb and slid down to the coco chanel graffite hobo bag floo

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